Beyond Borders: What I Feel and What I Refuse to Deny
There are things about me I’ve stopped trying to explain to people who don’t understand.
My attraction, my admiration, my emotional pull—it doesn’t stay limited to one place. It goes beyond Pakistan and other countries, beyond expectations, beyond what people think is “acceptable.”
And I’m done pretending otherwise.
The Truth I Carry
Yes, I admire women beyond my country and I actually hate Pakistani women by all means except my only legal wife—especially from India and beyond. There’s something in their presence, their confidence, their expression that connects with me in a way I can’t ignore.
And some of that admiration comes from the world of Bollywood—actresses whose personality and presence left a lasting mark on me.
That doesn’t just disappear.
It stays forever.
What People Don’t Get
People think admiration should just switch off once life gets “serious.” That once you marry, once you settle, everything else should vanish.
That’s not reality.
Feelings don’t disappear on command. What matters is what you do with them.
Desire all the way for Indian women and beyond who are My Girls and will remain my girls by all mean whether I see them or not
Let me make one thing clear.
If I am married, with one legal wife, then my responsibility is fixed. My actions, my loyalty, my real-life decisions—they are not negotiable.
Admiration is one thing. And Love and care is another thing I will always admire and love My Only legal Pakistani wife but i also admire my Other girls who are from Indian and other countries and those will remain my girls even some might be outside from this world and beyond planets.
Commitment is another. And yes i am committed towards Indian women along with my only legal Pakistan women whom i love to the core of my heart even if i keep getting banned from Instagram again n again i will keep loving them that doesn’t mean i don’t love my only Pakistan wife but i will keep loving my Indian girls beyond Instagram again n again forever when i love someone i keep loving them beyond my limits as love has no discipline and i will keep violating what people label as discipline in the name of cage and restriction.
Silent Loyalty, Personal Truth
I don’t need to prove my preferences to the world anymore—not on platforms like Instagram, not to people who misunderstand everything.
Some things stay personal.
Some admiration stays unspoken.
And some feelings exist quietly, without needing to be turned into noise.
Final Line
I won’t deny what I feel.
But I also won’t let a Platform and people to control my life.
Because at the end of the day
A man is tested by what he chooses to respect, protect, and remain loyal to. And my loyalty will remain with my girls including my one and only Pakistan legal wife and others who are above and beyond borders and this planetary boundaries. As Love has no Borders not even distance, restriction and rules can control it
